Inspiring, But Limited Memories

The funny thing about memories is sometimes those memories are forgotten. We tried really hard to make an impression, or do something exciting, or keeping a tradition, but somewhere down the line its forgotten.

That is until something sparks those lost memories and they come flooding back like they were yesterday.

I sadly have forgotten so much about you. I was little when you were part of my life and when I was older, so were you. I have grown up hearing stories about you and to this day, here stories about you. I'm surrounded by you in my home; even though you are finally Home. None of the things that I'm surrounded by have sparked any sort of memory. Yes, I am overwhelmed by the sense of love that flows through those things and memory that I know they were yours. I even get overwhelmed at the thought that I now have the opportunity to weave these things into my life, and into my future children's lives. I am a sentimental person and knowing I am able to carry your memory into my home and my life means everything. Though, being sentimental and loving all these beautiful things doesn't make me remember you.

I have a flood of emotion running through me when my Mom brought home this necklace; this was yours. This one thing brought so many memories of you, that I didn't know I had. I remember your smell and your tight hugs. I remember your always watching eyes, your beautiful dark hair and how a smile would sneak its way through those ruby red lips. I remember your hot living room and drinking pretend tea out of teacups. I remember swimming in the pool by your house. I remember you wearing this on multiple occasions and the black ribbed shirt you would typically wear it with. Even how beautifully dark your hair was hours before you went Home.

Even though, I have limited memories of you, I miss you. I wish I could remember more or both you and my Grammie. Hearing and seeing stories of how you both were amazing Christian Women inspires me. I want my great grandchildren to love my acquired crystal, hand made lace, costume and stunning jewelry. I want it to bring back happy memories of who I was, just as your Amber Crystal, crochet and jewelry do for me.

Until Next Time,

Peace & Love