Broken Cries over a Hallelujah

If there is one thing that I feel God is teaching me over and over; is that every time I speak to Him doesn't have to be a praise, a hallelujah, thankful filled heart.

Sometimes, my heart isn't filled with any of those. It gets filled with doubt, sadness and fear. Those are the times I find myself trying to pray a praise. Which isn't the truth of my heart.

This song, hits it on the head for me. I listen to it often to remind me, that the days I feel so upset, angry and completely insecure are the times my heart is the most honest. Praying in those moments my heart and soul are more honest with Jesus than my brain. At those moments, praise may not be the most honest cry of my heart.

You should listen to this song. It gave me a new perspective on my prayers. Maybe it will on yours?