The Reality of Things Are Kicking In

21 DAYS!!!!

So the reality and the stress of planning our wedding has finally kicked in. Its punting time everyone! I'm down to the countdown of finalizing everything and making what we have beautiful and making it fit and work! Its kind of like being timed to put together an 1800 piece puzzle, and I have 10 pieces that all look alike with 1 minute left! I find myself having to count to 10 in my head, to calm myself down from: A. Crying B. Getting overly Stressed C. Crying again D.Did I mention getting stressed?

With all the emotions running through me, and trust me there going crazy! I realize how completely and utterly in love and awe I am with Drayton. For all the times I've cried because things were running late, or weren't going the way they should; he is that calming presence in my life. The kind that changes the mood and flow of the room. The warmth of his hand on my cheek when I've been crying is better than my bobby. (For those of you who do not know what my bobby is. It is the blanket my Momma made me when I was born. I've slept with it for 22 years, and yes its almost see through!) His smell is a reminder that I've always got someone behind me, just in case I fall, or trip. His soul is my reminder that we've got the perfect future ahead of us. I love this man!

With that, I have to thank each and everyone in my life. For all of those who play key rolls in my life! I wouldn't have been able to even plan our wedding if it weren't for my Momma. Thank you! You have been the ongoing train, and haven't given up on our adventure! You've let me keep my hair, and the joy in planning our wedding! My Sister! Thank you for your creative spirit! You're always can do attitude! No wonder people think you are a super woman! I love you and I'm so thankful for you! To Drayton's Parents, Thank you for your son! :D ha, I love him! Thank you for your acceptance and consistent high hopes for us! I'm excited to be apart of your family! To my Dad, Rough times are in our past yes, your path is not mine, but I love you and I am more than appreciative and grateful for all your support in our wedding! To my friends, old and new. Thank you for who you are, and the rolls you play in my life. You all have played key rolls in who I am. I love you all! Oh! and to my Grace, I love you puppy!

Until Next Time,
Peace & Love